15 Okt 2010

DILEMA

Well, akhirnya ada waktu jg buat nulis ..

Oke gak tau mau cerita mulai dari mana tp yang jelas ini udah yg ke 3 (TIGA !!!!!!!!!!) kalinya dalam kurun waktu 3 (TIGA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!) BULAN gua 'ditembak' ama cewek ! JEDERRR

tapi yg ketiga kalinya ini Maaf gua harus 'menolak' anda karna gua gak mau ngerusak hubungan pertemanan gua yg ke 3 (TIGA !!!!!!!!!!!) kalinya. Sebenarnya sih gua udah tau kalau ini cewek ada perasaan ke gua, itu yg temen" gua bilang, jadi udah ada persiapan dikit sih buat ngadapin ini cewek pada saat moment yg gua gak inginin itu. Tapi kalau boleh jujur sebenarnya cewek yg satu ini adalah tipe cewek gua bgt tp gak tau kenapa atau emang gua lebih mementingkan hubungan pertemanan ama dia daripada jadi cowoknya sehingga gua milih buat temenan saja, gimana setuju gak ?

dan untungnya setelah malam itu sifat dia ke gua gak berubah sama sekali krn buktinya dia masih rajin BBMan ama gua tp sepertinya emang keliatan kalau dia agak sakit hati, keliatan bgt dari status" dia mulai dari status BBM, Facebook, ampe Twitter nya juga. Tapi gua tetep ngadapin dia santai" aja walaupun emang ada rasa 'gak enak' ama dia.  Once Again I'm So Sorry But This Is My Last Decision

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topik baru :

Hari ini sumpah capek bgt, gua harus selesein semua praktek gua yg seharusnya tuh praktek bisa di kerjain selama 2 kali pertemuan tp gua harus selesein praktek" itu hari ini juga dan alhasil PEGEL SANA-SINI. Sebenarnya bukan mau gua untuk kayak gitu cuman udah tuntutan dari Ortu (lho ?) iya karna minggu depan itu sister gua ada yg mau nikah jd gua harus izin untuk gak ikut praktek minggu depan jadi daripada gua praktek susulan sendiri tapi lebih tepatnya berdua 'ditemani' dengan guru yang baik hati, ramah, peduli, dan gak suka makan sabun (baca : sama sekali gak baik hati, sama sekali gak ramah, sama sekali gak peduli dan sangat suka makan segala jenis sabun mulai dari sabun cuci piring sampe sabun cuci otak). Peace !!

Miyabi Maybe sampe sini aja dulu gua dah ngantuk bgt, dah gak mampu lanjutin.

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13 Okt 2010

It was happened on 5th October 2010

(00.01) Okay ! Now I'm 18 years old. In this special moment I just relaxing on my bed while listening "One Time". Happy Birthday to Me :)

When I met you girl my heart went knock knock
Now them butterflies in my stomach won't stop stop
And even though it's a struggle love is all we got
And we gon' keep keep climbing to the mountain top

Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart

And girl you're my one love, my one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my #1 girl
Always making time for you
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

You look so deep, you know that it humbles me
You're by my side, them troubles them not trouble me
Many have called but the chosen is you
Whatever you want shawty I'll give it to you

Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart

And girl you're my one love, my one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my #1 girl
Always making time for you
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

Shawty right there
She's got everything I need
And I'ma tell her one time
Give you everything you need down to my last dime

She makes me happy
I know where I'll be
Right by your side
'Cause she is the one

And girl you're my one love, my one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my #1 girl
Always making time for you
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)


CUKUP !!
Wake up Boy now you are 18, your child times has gone !

(00.15) Ada yang ketuk" pintu.

and..................




Yahh ampun gak nyangka mereka bakalan datang ngasih kejutan
 pake bawa kue ulang tahun beserta 18 lilin, and they ask me make a wish and..... huwsssss the candle was off :) 

Thankyou so much Friends  

It was happened on 3rd October 2010

(01.00) Its going 2 days before the 5th. I am sitting on a red wood chair which a bottle of Haineken  in front of me. A never quite boy beside me never stop to talking so much.

A pretty in front of me still looking at her BlackBerry

with her boyfriend beside him (but I don't wanna insert the picture with her boyfriend. Cemburu ?? maybe a little).
The horizon is full of Marlboro smoke, but I still don't wanna to touch a cigarette ! Suddenly come two boys which one of them is my friend which today (3rd October 10) is His birthday, happy birthday by the way :)

Okay, now I'm still waiting for my best friend to complete this situation (bored situation).

Finally, the bad ending. One by one go home. Left me stand by the road.......

ALONE..................................................................................


(03.00) My best friend has came, so we just go around by motorcycle and we stop in a 24 hours fast food restaurant to a lately dinner or too early breakfast ? (we don't know) but we just order fried chicken and the rice also, french fries, and soft drink :)

(03.45) Enough for today time to back home . . . .